isaiah's
overly romanticised version of life

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Welcome to CLARITY!

I finally got myself a digital camera.

Now I'll be able to take clearer pictures of my new figurines! Otherwise VGA really can't do them much justice...

Didn't get an exceptionally expensive one, though... for starters.


My new Keroro figurines!

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Keroro the Housework Spec!

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Tamama's Jealousy Shot!

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The coolest Giroro-&-Weapon combo I've seen yet! The gun's DAMN BIG!

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DJ Kururu

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Dororo doing one of his Ninja levitation tricks (even though I don't really know where in the story did such a scene appear...)

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Mois. Which I don't think is that nicely done.

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My very first Natsumi figurine!



And here's a wallpaper I did for Misaki Nakahara, the female lead character (and sort of a saviour figure) of Welcome to NHK.

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Monday, March 26, 2007

Good News!

The Gospel

is not about me.

.

Today's BSF seminar gave a whole new meaning to this seemingly cliched sounding statement.

Well...

One of the points made during the seminar was that most of the time when sharing the Gospel we tend to talk about our own salvation experience.

Well... that's most relevant to us and to those around me, perhaps.

But then again I was prompted to think about the number of times I actually shared the Gospel, per se.

*Scratches head*

Well... many a times I tend to forget about God and his message being on a cosmic scale, and my testimony, while pointing to the Gospel, is not the Gospel itself.

Never.

Well, too often I get trapped in the insecurity, not regarding my salvation of course, but concerning the possibility of my preaching tainting the reputation of the Gospel (if you know what kind of a person I sometimes can be).

Then again, the Christian faith was not meant to be entirely about its followers. You take a look at Christians around you who are just as *^@~ and just as *&%^#@ as everyone else and that's about the impression you get about our faith.

But the greatness of the Christian faith was never contributed to by its followers. We're nothing near that.

The Gospel, and only the Gospel itself, speaks of the salvation God offers.

True, I was changed by the Gospel (I was a total &%^$#% before I converted) and I have lots to say about Jesus' words and deeds. But rather than talking about what it does, I also dare not forget to tell about what it is.

Whatever I did this morning or a year ago couldn't change the Gospel. When Christ died on the cross he died on the cross. When he bore our punishment he did bear our punishment. When God said salvation is available to whoever believes and confesses he meant exactly that.

Not a life of comfort (well, at least, not necessarily), but reconcilation with God. Freedom from guilt. Freedom from how bad you know you are (God's love for you isn't hinged on that).

Defence of the Noob

Good day.

Well Last Friday was one, for me at least.

Originally it was me planning to go to the LAN shop for some lone gaming (that's just so me). Then Yichuan suggested that he, Reuben (our well-known hardcore gamer) & all the others could go for a LAN gaming session.

It blew up to the whole of our NSF branch, and even the Career Planning branch!

Oh well...

Off we went after work, a had-been-rainy-but-no-longer-so Friday evening, at the LAN shop!

We played the typical stuff like Counterstrike, DotA (I recieved lots of "advice" from the more experienced friends, like "you're charging too far forward!"), and Battlefield 2 (which I was playing for the first time).

From 7 p.m. right until 10!

Goodness... but really, got to thank Yichuan for the initiative, even though I couldn't help but feel a bit paiseh because he's attached after all, and his Friday evening...

But since he's OK, and we're all OK, we're going for another round this Friday! Woohoo!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

This is not...

This is not self-pity.

This is not over-worrying.

But there's just something about the way I do things... 1 year into working where I do...

Like, in the end there's always going to be one stone unturned. You don't know which one, but there'll just be one. Or two.

Damn. If there's even more than 60% credibility in what I-

And the attitude I show is quite horrible as well. I'm even afraid of myself when I'm a busy man.

I don't work well under stress. Probably the whole world knows by now.

But I'm either too stressed or too complacent.

When I'm stressed, I don't watch my every step.

When I'm complacent, I don't watch my steps too.

When I'm in the balance... that never happened.

I'm not telling anyone to do anything.

But making mistakes has it's implications.

It's the implications that are worrying.

What if it wasn't checked? What if it got away? What if it gets blown up? What if bigger things are given to me to screw around with?

And so what if I'm willing to apologise? It's not emotional hurt that I'm causing.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Saving Private Tamama

And I thought the Giroro Robo was already the coolest K66 platoon robot you'll ever get.

Until the Plamo of Tamama Robo was released!

While Giroro Robo had power-packed upper limb weapons (and pretty dismay lower limbs :P), Tamama Robo's emphasis on length is obviously at the lower limb. Even so the TMM-Rb isn't just for kicks (pun intended)! The upper limbs aren't to be underestimated too, as they comprise of this BIG laser cannon (probably used to emulate the trademark beam attack, "Tamama Impact") and some other missile shooter similar to that on Giroro Robo.


Tamama Robo!


Ghahahahaha! Invincible! Mudeki Desu~!


The BI~G laser cannon is just so cool!

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The last thing the defeated enemy will ever see. Never underestimate the newbies!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Densha Otoko (Train Man)

During my Jap drama VCD shopping sprees I often spotted this "Train Man" show with some nerdy looking guy (similar to the style I see everytime I look at my reflection on the train window) on the cover, and from the looks of it I reckoned that it's going to be some comedy.

Read about it on some forum thread discussing about J Dramas, and learnt that it was a comedy indeed, about an Otaku (the Jap term for geeks who stay at home all the time watching Anime) who found his love and set off to court her.

Well, it never harms to watch a comedy huh?

"$12.90 please?"

Hmm... started watching it only recently and it was one of those shows that are unexpectedly good, that touched me in a similar way the Ima Ai Ni Yukimasu (Want to See You Now) drama did.

For totally different reasons, though.

This drama hit me because there were several aspects of it I could relate to.



First was... not the love story, but... OK you know our hero (Tsuyoshi Yamada's the name) is an Otaku right? So he's bound to have lots (and lots) of Anime/Manga collectibles right? And his favourite character was...

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Some bunny-girl action heroine called Mina

OK the other one...

...none other than...

...our favourite (cleaning) Specialist from outer space, SGT Keroro!

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Practising on how to ask his dream girl out. On him?

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Eh why couldn't I find this in Singapore? It's cute!

He even had a shirt patterned after Keroro's belly, haha!

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I really won't mind getting this shirt for my next birthday

And the Imperial March music from Star Wars, which was played whenever his nightmare (his job agency client) appeared.



Second was the internet chatroom community story arc. I, as a former crazy online forums user (a moderator, actually) could easily "resonate" ("gero gero gero gero gero") with that!

It began when Yamada joined some online chatroom set up for single men to rant about being single. After the "incident" on the train in which he saved the pretty Saori Aoyama from harm, he started to talk about the encounter and the lady. His account of the later events: Aoyama getting his address (so she could mail him a gift of appreciation), his getting her number (from the receipt on the parcel) and the courtship, were all on the message board, on which he got advices and encouragement from other users.

Not only was Yamada recieving favour from the fellow board users; they were the ones who witnessed Yamada's growth, and so were inspired by it as well.

The basketballer who injured his leg and was thinking of giving up his passion for the sport started to do rehabilation instead of wallowing in self-pity.

The retrenched guy who left his wife out of a feeling of inferiority asked for a reconcillation.

The young entrepreneur betrayed by his partner could no longer trust anyone, so he left his girlfriend without a word and cooped himself up at home (and set up this message board). It was on this message board where he met his girlfriend whom he still could not bring himself to meet (he was probably torn between trusting her and the alternative). He then decided that he would muster up the courage meet her again if Yamada could succeed in his courtship.

The couple (got to wonder what they're doing on a thread for singles) who contributed to the message board together, grew to love each other more at the same time as they saw more and more of the good side of each other.

The abused wife who decided to stop yielding under her husband's blows.

The voice actor (whom Yamada sort of idolises) who decided to move on to the career of acting, ignoring the complaints of her company which fears the possible loss of her Otaku fanbase.

The male Rei...

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Fly me to the moon... *Crash*

The list goes on and on, but the main theme, which is a vibrant spirit of an online community growing closer together, is what I... believe to be possible. People like me, who fear being in crowds to a certain degree... Well I hate to admit, cyberspace is where we can find comfort without having to show our face.

I haven't really been an Otaku. Not the stay-home-all-day sense. And I don't mind crowds like those passers-by when I go to town (usually just to buy manga... oops!), but in an organised environment (trying to find words to fully describe), a place where the crowd there is "supposed to be together for a reason", for example joining a new class, new workplace, or going to a friend's church, I do feel a certain degree ot insecurity.

I'm walking out of it now. However, in the next step forward I will not underestimate the importance of cyber communities as compared to... you know what I mean.

Monday, March 05, 2007

Just Follow the Clues

Cohesion day!

This time it's Marina Square, actually it's also over there last year, but then again, I'm one of those who never get tired of that area.

So we had treasure hunt! The theme this time round was martial arts, so we're formed into groups headed by Staff Officers (I was in Ms Tay's (the SO sitting opposite me in the office) group), each group having names of the sects found in Chinese martial arts tales (ours was the Beggar Sect).

We were to go round the place to look for photos and texts giving clues to the subsequent stations, and so on. The stations ranged from...

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The flight of stairs outside Marina Square (opposite Esplanade). We took great trouble trying to find the exact pot of plant and then the attached clues

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The skating area under Esplanade (only today have I learnt that skateboarding isn't allowed there)

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The Esplanade carpark

... to spots like the corner in the food court, a specific shops directory, and so on.

Ms Tay and I did most of the running, but the other teammates put in a lot of effort too, catching up with us. So in the end we came in first!

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Our team in action

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Ms Tay trying to dance Para Para (a requirement in the arcade station)

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Getting some rest

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Ms Tay treated our team to one bottle each of mineral watter!

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After the game it's time to tabulate the results!

After tabulation of results (during which bonus station points will be considered as well), our team was tied with Yichuan's team!

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As expected, I was called up (the others were too shy) to recieve the prize...

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We really have to thank the organising committee for the event's success!

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CPT Dave & Max! (Left to right)

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Jonathan! (Middle)

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Chiang Wee in his R2D2 shirt!

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Huang Peng!

They're the ones going around nabbing us in action; those caught by them will have to do silly forfeits. Fortunately both times our team got caught, we're not required to do stuff like imitating monkeys (which was one of the options if we drew that card).



We watched "Just Follow Law - My Days in the Civil Service" after the game.

Anyway, the "arrowing" and the "wayang (putting up an act) during VIP visit" parts were so real... so easy to relate to, especially for us in the Army, where the rank means almost everything. Sometimes you just have to do mundane stuff (and stall the workflow) simply because of someone of high office.

But then again, isn't that because we all judge professionalism by appearance first?

Basically I expected the show to be about office politics. It was, but the story wasn't so simple. In fact the storyline is one of the best in the films by Jack Neo so far, I think.

Shan't give too much spoilers here, but it's worth watching. Happy ending I would say. Got a few touching moments, and I liked the little squabbles between the boss and the employee (in the later part of the film -- you'll know why)

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Signature

The very first time I went to an autograph session.

Angela Chang came to Singapore to publicise her new album, "Meng Li Hua" (a literal translation gives "Flower in a Dream"), and so an autograph session took place at Bugis Junction this afternoon.

Well, I was thinking, since I have already bought the album and the entry pass came with it, I might as well just go check it out.

Hmm it was a bit rainy when I arrived at about 4 p.m., so I went up to Kinokuniya (where else?) to take a look at the comics there... ("Welcome to NHK" Volume 5 is now available...).

After the rain stopped, I decided to go there to queue already before it got too late. Sure enough, after I joined the crowd people began coming from behind and soon I was one of those right in the middle of everyone.

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Took a shot of the roof of the tent without any reason

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Part of Bugis Junction's CNY decorations.

As 5 p.m. approached, the crowd was suddenly pushing to the front without reason, and I was one of those who almost got "sardine'd". Thank God it stopped after a while.

About 10 minutes after 5, the host, Liyi from YES 933 FM, was on stage. She asked a few questions about this album and those quickest to give answers would get an autographed photo card.

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Chen Liyi. Yes my phone's VGA camera, can?

The questions ranged from no-brainers like "What's the title of the album?" to harder ones like "How many songs from this album were in the YES 933 Top 20 Charts?", which only a few knew (I actually knew the answer as I was just listening to YES 933 this morning, but I wasn't quick enough).

Finally after the mini quiz, the star of the event arrived!

Hmm her hair's shorter now... above shoulder level, and she sang 2 songs, namely "Ai Shang Ai De Wei Dao" (In Love with the Taste of Love), which wasn't one of my favourites... and "Bu Tong" (No Pain), which was one of my favourites.

And yes she was singing "Live".

Just when I was thinking I it would be hard for me to see her while she sang on stage, some guy in front of me was holding a camera which gave quite a clear zoom, so it sort of helped me get a close view. She looked quite pretty in person.

After the 2 songs it's time for the autograph!

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If only we squeeze that well during cookhouse queues

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It sure get thirsty after standing and waiting for so long...

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Yeah Angela's the one in the red circle

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Tsk Tsk Tsk. Yello Shirt Blocked My View.

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Hello hello it will be my turn soon

From the time it started I actually didn't have to wait too long. Only about 20 minutes.

Goodness... when I was actually one of the ones on the No-Image-Capturing-Devices-Allowed stage, I got pretty nervous.

Huh?

"Xie xie."

*Smile*

And I was off with an autographed version of MLH!

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I left the place right after that for dinner at home. The session's probably over by now, and she'll be leaving Singapore today.

Stop and Stare

Ha! Got my name on the machine again on Saturday! The Malastare Podrace course!

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5th place: WWQ. I forgot whether I broke my record, as my record was set on another machine and I didn't bother to check which was the one.