Down

Down with fever. Can't be there for my project groups and fellowship cell.

Lost 2 performance opportunities with VOICES at one go. It really bothers me.

Refresh

The improvement from Band 3, the self-arranged practice from Band 2, and the little surprise from Kee Onn & Joel really made me feel much more refreshed,

at a time when the dark cloud of FEVER hovers right above my head, ready to discharge that bolt of infection right on me, and I feel like the second most fatigued student in NUS (first is Ryan Lee :P)

Sore throat is pretty much confirmed though, and I've got 2 singing gigs coming up. What a bad timing T.T

Such are the times

Such are the times when the bulk of my time is spent on stuff that isn't exactly newsworthy while the real juicy newsworthy 劲爆 events of late, I cannot share.

What a waste.

Had a feel-good birthday celebration this year though. Thanks sister you've made my day.

10 weeks of mayhem have passed, my comrade in arms has finally escaped the dark tower while I'm a few steps further into the torture chamber, 'cause I love the pain (Read: My fellow Chem Major in VOICES has transferred course and my lab sessions have just begun). Talk about weeping and gnashing of teeth.

4 piano accompaniments to practice, now.

It's not too long

I don't know what you think about me, maybe you feel nothing at all.

But I don't wanna smile without you.

powerless?

I hate it when there's nothing I can do to help. I hate this feeling.

I hate it when people close up because they fear the emotions within them. I hate it when people refuse to address their problems just because they need to be painfully honest sometimes to do so.

But more than anything else, I hate it that in the end even if everything is brought out into broad daylight, I still won't be able to help.

Feel-good

Everything's now in the feel-good state. Not rainbows and butterflies, but feel-good.

But that's dangerous. I was unbelievably optimistic about my studies last Sem, or maybe complacency was the word. This Sem I'm far from complacent, but the automatic loosening of tension after my last (TECHNICALLY my last) midterm shook me a bit. No I must keep the tension at a healthy level.