Why am I thrown back into the unnecessary questions I've been posing to myself just a year ago, all over again? I've been stupid then, I believe. Is my mind aging backwards now?
Things are really not as easy as I thought. Not when I can no longer avoid the fact that I've been thinking in extremes for the past few months of changing my mindset.
Things are never just black and white. I should have known better.
I've been lazy.
Now that I've almost entirely transformed my principles and what I stand for, I now face an impact that might just shake me from the very foundation up.
Only if I allow it to. I tell myself. Only if I allow it to.
