isaiah's
overly romanticised version of life

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

ORD loh!

Not me lah.

It's my "upper-study", Yongyun, whose ORD was yesterday.

I remembered that time when I first came into CPC... everyone was talking about how soon YY's going to leave and how short the time was for him to teach me all he knew.

One month. Plus a bit more.

Sigh...

Tsk... can't find the words lah...

All I want to say is thanks. For being friendly to me when I was new... for trying to make sure you left nothing untaught before you left... Of course I have to move on now, and... all the best in your journey in psychology.

Hope you like my token of appreciation... I think it would remind you of your days of serving in the Army (even though you're in No.3 most of the time... haha)

Happy ORD to Hongda as well. I think Chor Bin would be a good successor to your job.

P.S. Was it just me, or... I realized that I kept hearing songs about leaving and parting being broadcasted on the radio of my return private bus... one of the listeners on the line even talked about something related to ORD...

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Blood, toil, and adrenaline

What a week!

I was supposed to go for 2 interviews... one at NTU (for the Chemistry course), and one at the MOE Podium (for application of teaching vocation). The one at NTU was more of a dialogue with the professor, who gave me some information about the already famous "Direct Honours Programme".

Of course, Mom and Dad would like me to go to NUS (merely for the prestige), but I'm not really sure which one would be the best way to go, for my case... each type of course has its pros and cons...

The second interview at MOE was, like what DotA people would say, "GG". Back at the office before I left for the interview, some of my colleagues already highlighted to me my problem about my being hesitant when answering questions... and my interviewers later also said that I had to "show more enthusiasm" in my response...

GG.

OK... I mean, I'm not actually thinking of getting Bachelor of Education for my degree (I plan to get a Chemistry degree before doing Diploma of Education), but when the time comes when I finally decide to venture into teaching, my answer for "Why do you decide to become a teacher?" should definitely not be a one-liner. I mean... it's my lifelong dream, so I should have more to say about it!

On Wednesday, I went for blood donation with a few of my colleagues since there was a blood donation drive in my unit. As it was my 3rd time donating blood, it was not much of a problem for me... after the thing was over, I was bandaged at the arm to stop blood flow (as usual), and this time the nurse chose green bandage for me since I was in my No.4... ALso, I finally realized what the blue solution (into which blood was dripped during some test for the donor's eligibility) was for... it was to test the iron level in the blood.

This week has also been a very busy week for me, especially when I'm not very good at doing my job yet. Also, I tend to panic easily... more than I imagined.

My new car (the Imprezza) was finally "combat fit" (the tuning was completed), and I went for a run at the Tsuchisaka pass, whose later part was full of fairly sharp curves... I managed to negotiate quite a smooth path, but later when some guy challenged me (my first battle in this car) in the same course, I panicked big time (especially when he actually waited until I was 500m ahead before he started off -- it showed how confident he was) and rubbed against the side walls quite a few times... he was so fast that he actually overtook me near the end of the course.

The irony was that the above battle was the first time I tried the "Heel and toe" downshifting technique and I managed to do it smoothly... I could tell from the smooth acceleration which resulted form it. I lost to the guy in the series of sharp corners simply because I was too fast in my entry into corners -- at that speed, my level of skill didn't allow me to negotiate the smooth path I did previously.

So now I'm trying to practise my control of the accelerator and my confidence. And the "Heel and toe" technique, of course. The Tsuchisaka pass was a good place to learn this skill, because there was a straight path (a tunnel, actually) before the meandering section of the pass, in which I could take some time to get into position with part of my right foot on the accelerator and part of it on the brake.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Stay-in Monday

They said I was one of those who got guard duty very early relative to the day we're posted there.

Never mind... I liked the novelty of it anyway...

So, on Monday I had dinner at my unit after seeing most of my colleagues go off for a night of their own... and went back to the guard house for duty.

It was quite OK, since I was just an ASA... I only had to exchange visitor passes for people coming in.

Most of us brought game consoles there to self-entertain... I brought my Gameboy Advance, of course... one of us brought PSP, and what's more? His game was Initial D Special Stage.

!!!???!!!??

I managed to borrow it from him to try a time attack... the game was exactly like the arcade version, but all I can say is that keypad racing proved to be difficult for me... still.

The bunk was quite nice too.. and I managed to wake up on time for my shift.

... 4 a.m. to 7 a.m. ... ...

After guard duty, I had 2 hours off before I get to work, but since my office was already open, I went to set things up first and waited for my "uppers" to come. Then, I went off to some quiet spot to try sleeping.



My new car in Ini D, the Imprezza, was still slow as it was not tuned yet... so I went for those more basic courses... one guy borrowed my car and volunteered to break my personal record for me... he managed to push my car to the limit (my top speed was about 170 km/h; he brought my car up to 180 km/h).

Timing of shifting gears may be the factor...

Anyway, after some time I realized that I should actually practising drifting at hairpin corners now, when my car is still not so fast, so that when the tuning is done and my car is "combat-fit", I would have already gotten used to the whole sequence of shifting gears and controlling accelerator and so on.

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Subaru WRX Imprezza, GC8



I've been in my unit for more than 3 week already... and I still forget some important stuff... so it's natural that my seniors expect better performance from me. Most of the time I still need their help...

Of course I can't always tell them to be patient with me... and I know that stress from peers is better then stress from superiors... I'm learning from mistakes but I'm not really sure how much stuff I still have to learn in such a manner.

I seriously hope that I won't be so disappointing next week.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Speedy week

The past week has been an eventful one... even though that's what I say in my blog most of the time...

Firstly, on Monday, Jianyuan came to our unit as an Admin Support Assistant in the Commanding Officer's office, which is at the other end of our room... and even more surprising was, he took his BMT the previous week with Leopard Company!

Also, on the same Monday, I got the thickest stack of medical board reports which I was supposed to stamp dates on... it was so thick that it took 2 guys to carry.

To value-add my Gameboy Advance (I only have Pokemon Emerald for now), I bought another game-pak -- Need For Speed: Most Wanted. It's quite good, and I get to use familiar cars like Mazda RX-8 and Subaru Imprezza... and there're western sports cars like the Gallardo, of course.

The police in the game is the only thing I'm puzzled about... contrary to Need For Speed traditions, the police cars will bolt off after bumping into you, instead of trying to stop you and arrest you. Sure it's strange...

I also started using the Imprezza in Initial D.

Just when I thought I could swim on Friday, they cancelled swimming last-minute, so I joined the rest of my colleagues for trekking around the park beside my office.

And I realized that the road around there is really like a typical Initial D mountain course! I didn't know such roads exist in Singapore! Goodness... if I get a car in the future, the first thing I'm going to do will be to go there for a time attack!

I did get to swim after work, though... I went to a public swimming complex. I'm glad that I bought new goggles, because my old one had been leaky and I've been using it for a few years already... I nearly forgotten the feeling of being able to see clearly underwater!