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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Imagine Harry trying to dance. Now imagine me shopping for clothes.

Well...

Yesterday was quite a day for me... I watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire with Kelvin, Jansen and David, at Tampines Mall.

I was anticipating a lot from the show, since I've read the book for, like, ten times (call me a geek) and can still remember some very tense chapters like "The Egg and the Eye".

The show was quite well done, but I found out that I myself, or any other Harry Potter reader, would end up being too busy trying to list down the stuff in the book that are left out in the movie.

Oops.

I mean... I understand their concerns regarding the length of the book... so they could not put everything into the movie, but still, I was a bit sad that I didn't get to see...

  • Krum's Wronski Feint
  • "The Egg and the Eye" (Harry's narrow escape from Snape and Filch in the trick staircase)
  • Dobby
  • The meeting with Sirius during a Hogsmeade weekend
  • Weatherby
  • "The Madness of Mr Crouch"
  • Crouch Junior "demented"
  • The refusal of Fudge to accept the fact that Voldemort returned (I think this part is exceptionally important because it paves the way for one of the central themes of Book 5)

Nevertheless, the other parts got me quite impressed, like the underwater episode with Street Shark Krum and the "Bubble-head"-

Hey, isn't the bubble supposed to cover the entire head like an inverted fish tank? (See Order of the Phoenix)

Never mind.

At first when I saw the very widely circulated photo of Cho, I wasn't too impressed, but hey, she does look pretty in the actual film!

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Harry: "Wangoballwime?"

I also like the Yule Ball part and Harry's duel with Voldemort, except that according to my imagination while reading the book, the battle would take place at night (the movie did it on an evening) and the cauldron of potion (which glowed when Voldemort emerges) would still be there to bathe Voldemort's face with an eerie whitish glow and-

OK I'll shut up now.

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Priori Incantatem, featuring Harry (Darth) Potter

After the movie, we ate lunch at MacDonald's and set off for Orchard. The 23/04 guys were basically shopping for clothes for Grad night, so I felt a bit out of place in the beginning -- my fashion sense is not what anyone in the street would call "good". However, all of them were so friendly to me that I felt much more at ease after some time.

I'm basically going for polo shirts now (not the one in Armani Exchange which costs about $99, of course -- that price sort of removed my guilt over buying Game Boy Advance and Pokemon emerald for $205) and I recently bought one at Giordano (that dry polo which I always wanted) and I think the next polo shirt I want to buy would be a pink one.

Mum suggested pink after seeing a guy in pink shirt pass by -- she greatly regretted it afterwards while I accepted it with much enthusiasm.

Friday, November 25, 2005

2 years in 2 (plus) weeks: An A level special (Part 4)

Part 4 of my post about the A levels season... including the Physics Paper 3 episode which almost made me feel suicidal...

DAY 9

Yes... that was the day of that fateful Physics paper.

I was confident about Physics... I knew the concepts and aimed to get full marks for any question on Electromagnetic induction (where I only needed to regurgitate some Lenz's law stuff).

Also, I decided that I had to do my Options topic first... Physics of Fluids, as I thought that it was very easy to score in that section.

I was right... and I believed that my answers for the Options section were adequate.

The only bad thing about Options? I spent too much time doing it. I was advised to use 40 minutes on that section. I was overdue by about 30 minutes.

So, when I went back to do my Section A, it's expected that I wouldn't have enough time to complete the 4 questions I had to choose from the section.

And right I was again... I had time to complete 2 questions: The Ideal Gas question (lots of calculation and correction of careless mistakes) and the Waves and Superposition question.

The other 2 I decided to do were on Electromagnetic induction (I didn't remember seeing any Lenz's Law regurgitation question inside, though) and Charged Particle Dynamics. They were calculation-dominant questions too, so I had no time to do large chunks of them.

It's like what Esmond said on his blog... "marks lost without even a battle".

That paper left me feeling very down... I went to surf the net alone after the whole thing... listened to some songs, like Stefanie Sun's "Tong Lei (someone of the same kind)" which won the "Song of the Year" title at the YES 933 Hit Awards this year... well, there's this line...

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"Is there anyone who needs consolation like I do?"

Sigh... It's like my farewell paper for Physics (I'll go into Chemistry if I get to further my studies) and I still flopped it...

Light papers await for the following days... Japanese listening and Chem Paper 1 (Multiple Choice)... so I took a break from mugging that day-

And got scolded by Mum that night ("Oh my... why is my child so unsensible, unlike other children... who else is surfing the Net during these exam days? Huh?")...

Whatever.

DAY 10

Japanese listening on that day. 2 pm.

I did some Chemistry MCQ practices in the morning (and surfed the Net, of course!) before going off to Bishan after lunch for the listening exam, which turned out to be... well, I think I only screwed up that "True-or-False" (state whether these statements are true or false based on the passage you heard) part.

After the listening exam I went to Junction 8 to do some shopping... and found one of the stuff I had been looking for these days... a Chara-kids Grumpig figure!

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Grumpig

DAY 11

Chemistry MCQ.

And how I enjoyed doing MCQ practices... you can do it fast, and do lots of questions in short time... and practice your concepts well.

So I did my Chem MCQ compilation TYS with Melvin at the Auditorium block that morning... from about 8 am to 12 noon.

One problem encountered while I was doing practices on the "Group II Metals" topic was that there were a lot of questions which are either on sulphates or have some of their choices with statements about sulphates... because the trend of Group II sulphates are already out of the syllabus (for who knows why).

Anyway, after lunch, the IT Clu guys came together in the canteen for some crapping, which was catalysed by the arrival of Soo Hern. There was one instance when they're talking about the WCG competition which I knew nothing about.

Now for the paper itself...

Something stupid occured... I was barely punctual for the paper (due to last-minute toilet visitation-ation) and forgot to place my Entry proof on the table... I realized it only halfway through the paper when the invigilator came for checks. Thank God the entry proof was in my pencil case and not my bag (so I could take it out without too much trouble).

Still, it was quite cool to find many questions in the paper being repetitions of regular TYS questions (there're many who say that too)... and I was pretty confident. After everything, the only thought in my mind was that, if I'm going to score A grade for anything it's going to be Chem.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

2 years in 2 (plus) weeks: An A level special (Part 3)

Question: Should I vomit out all the other days at one go now that my A levels are... OVER?

Answer: No. I don't have the capacity to do such a long post (I did my Star Wars Special for weeks!) and I don't think you want to read such a long post at one go as well, so... 4 more days first!

DAYS 5 and 6

Weekends. "Weekends" says something. "Weekends-in-exam-season" says something else.

But for me, it's still quite relaxing... I just studied Physics (Papers 1 and 2 next Monday). While studying my Prelims paper for Physics, I realized that a lot of the questions I left out were actually very doable... it was just that I gave up too easily.

Erm... that's all for weekends.

DAY 7

Physics Papers 1 and 2 were on the afternoon, but I arrived at College in the morning (as I always do) and... bought breakfast...

On my way to the food centre, I saw a woman and a girl who might have been mother and daughter... the woman was holding a cigarette and didn't seem to mind the wind blowing the cigarette smoke in her daughter's face... sigh.

After breakfast... did I sleep? Or maybe I slept before going to buy breakfast... anyway, I went to the library after breakfast to mug... and ended up reading the MAD magazine again... haha... it's some crappy magazine available in America (don't ask me why we get them in our College library).

After I finally decided to do some decent mugging, Jansen came along, followed by Jinrong and Ming Hwee. That day I understood Hall Voltage for the first time (Jansen explained it to me); I previously thought that this area of knowledge was sort of unimportant.

Jansen advised me to allocate 30 minutes for the Data Analysis question... looks like it's going to be power-packed!

Paper 1 (Multiple Choice) was OK... I knew that I got 2 questions wrong too... one of which had 2 likely choices... until you realise that there's an error in one of the "likely" choices: Neutron with Mass number 1 and Proton number 1. And I chose that erroneous choice. Stupid me.

Well, I guess that was because I spent lots of time on the question on magnetic fields generated by wires.

For Paper 2 (Structured questions), I was afraid that the symbols I used in my formulae were not well defined, but I think I overdid the "defining" part... I spent a lot of time on that Gravitation question which I knew how to do, because of defining symbols.

Talk about overdoing it... I almost went to define the symbols in "V = IR". Thank God I didn't, otherwise I would look so stupid...

In Paper 2, I got OWNED by the Analogue Electronics (I didn't do a lot of "modify-the-amplifier" questions before) and Data Analysis (of all things, they wanted me to repeat what I do in SPA) question.

DAY 8

Chemistry Paper 2 which I was somehow confident about (I was confident about all my Chem papers this season).

It rained that morning, and they could not have Student Venture gatherings... so Jiansheng came and joined us. As usual, Kelvin and Jansen's presence at the table brought in all the other 23/04 guys too, who sat down and discussed about Tong Xin Yuan.

That paper turned out to be one of my most relaxing of all papers... and it was the only paper which I had time to check after completing it.

The only snag was that electrolysis question... I studied all the applications of electrolysis... all but the electrolysis of brine (concentrated salt solution) to get chlorine.

And the question on Electrolysis was about electrolysis of brine.

Thank God I knew all along that chlorine is one of the products (due to the study of the Halogens topic) and the other product cannot be sodium chloride (that would just be stupid) so it must be sodium hydroxide. The only section in that question which I couldn't answer was on the purpose of the diaphragm.

One of the things I discovered during my A levels season was that I tend to slack a lot after Chemistry papers. The same thing happened that day, even with Physics Paper 3 (essay paper) on the next day.

That day was the day when I discovered that the library computers had this "Smart Filter" that was way too smart... it even forbidden access to my tagboard, classifying it as Chat.

Oh well...

Monday, November 21, 2005

2 years in 2 (plus) weeks: An A level special (Part 2)

Alright... now for Part 2 of the blow-by-blow account...

DAY 3

Maths Paper 2 on that day... so it's the questions on the Options Topic (Probability and Statistics) which will dominate the paper.

Just when I arrived at College, I saw Yvonne and she asked me some stuff about probability distribution curves... and when I was borrowing her pencil to do some illustrations, I accidentally scratched the pencil tip against her arm... Oops!

No blood, no report. Thank God.

Glad that I managed to clear some doubts for her in the end.

I bought Nasi Lemak that morning (yes, I'm used to having it for breakfast instead of one small piece of bread) and had not much time for studying... never mind, I was ready for Prob and Stats; that's one of my better areas in Maths.

And so, from past experiences (I did that during Prelims), I did my Stats questions first (they're supposed to be in the "second" section). Didn't have a very promising start, but it was generally quite smooth.

Back to Section One.

Got blown up by that Complex Numbers question... the area in Complex Numbers which I'm bad at was the one about solving polynomials.

And the only Complex Numbers question in that paper was on that part. No Argand Diagram or whatsoever.

Shit.

Overall, it was still not as bad as Paper 1.

And I managed to realise my dream... to do the question on Iterative Methods (to find roots of equations) which I always had no time to do in my past papers.

After the paper, I went with my friends (can't remember who) to the place outside the library to collect our quesion papers for Chem paper 3... but I didn't write my name on my paper, so in the end I could only take someone else's paper.

I tried to find one which was as empty as possible, as I believed that a question paper with more writings on it would be more meaningful to the original owner. I don't know... it's like that for me...

After a Yong tau Foo lunch, I studied Computing (Computing Paper 1 was on that afternoon) and I was a bit worried about the paper. Not that I didn't study; I studied the subject for a week.

But I was afraid that I forgot everything.

The paper turned out OK for me, in the end. Phew. I couldn't understand the Database question, but neither could the other 5 guys. While doing the question on the implementation of linked lists, I was worried that my answer was too long (a diagrammatic approach... about 3 sides). But in the end, their answers were about as long as mine too, so no worries!

One thing that bothered me (big time) was that halfway through the paper, it rained. Lots of thunder-

No, it's not the thunder that bothered me. It was Joel, who was bothered by the thunder, and kept on making "tsk tsk" sounds... to be precise, one "tsk" per roar of thunder.

It was his "tsk'ing" that bothered me.

Since we'll be having GP Papers 1 and 2 on the next day, I brought some past year essay reports... and my radio. Heh. Got to relax a bit during GP revision, I thought.

I listened to YES 933 FM (like, duh!) and I found Peifen (one of the DJs) to have a very nice voice.

DAY 4

By~ the~ way~

The whole GP subject was there for the quick kill. Which started in the morning.

Paper 1 was the essay paper... which got me muttering "God save me" after the whole bloody thing.

Why did I make that silly mistake? I concluded from experiences this year that philosophical essays were no longer suitable for me... and yet the first question I attempted was...

"There is no such thing as luck. People determine their own lives. Do you agree?"

Oh yes, I started on this question only after thinking for about 30 minutes.

Then, after some time trying to write an introduction with a stand that somehow could not even convince myself, I realized I could not write beyond my first paragraph (after the intro).

And I had only half an hour left. I was in a state of emergency at that time... I was clutching at my pants... I almost had a seizure, if you ask me.

So, at that point when I had 20 minutes dangling before me, beckoning me to make the fullest use of it, I decided on that question on hosting sports events.

I managed to do a complete essay, with Introduction, Body and Conclusion.

Huh?

That means if I decided on that question from the start, I could have an essay with not only ideas, but well developed ideas.

Ah... that's just me. I was thankful enough that I actually could complete an essay in 20 minutes.

Click here to view a scan of my attempt at the "Luck" essay.

For Comprehension, I decided to allocate 40 minutes to the questions, 30 minutes to the Summary part and 20 minutes to the Application Question. I could barely keep to the time slots (in fact I was surprised that I took more than 40 minutes for the questions part!) and could complete an answer for my Appilcation Question with a conclusion (that is, if they'll take my answer for the last section of the question as my conclusion).

The passage used in this comprehension (yes, there's only one passage this time instead of the usual 2) had some parts which I couldn't accept. Well, this passage was on Aggression and it sort of glorifies the whole thing about human conflicts and wars. For example...

It quotes an actor, Orson Welles, who said...



"In Italy for 30 years under the Borgias they had warfare, terror, murder, bloodshed- they produced Michaelangelo, Leonardo and the Renaissance. In Switzerland they had brotherly love, 500 years of democracy and peace, and what did they produce? The Cuckoo clock."



I mean... so? My belief was that the drive for invention can be motivated by other factors besides war. Like, why did Edison invent the light bulb?

Also, there's this...



...without conflict, how would the heroic virtues be exercised? Is there no merit in the bravery which meets death without flinching for a good cause or on behalf of others? Or in the compassion for a fellow human being which finds expression on the battlefield and in bombed cities?



So??

Yes, war is a time for showing bravery, but on the other hand, what about the ugly side of human nature, like thirst for power, that gave rise to war in the first place? Some brave dude looking death in the face will be coupled by the evil dude who is administering death on the other side. And how good is "showing compassion" for, say, a child on the battlefield, right after bombing his house and killing his family?

I included that last part about the child in my answer for the Application Question.

After that bloody vocabulary battle, I had lunch with Joel and Ming Hwee before going off to buy Volume 16 of the Pokemon Adventures manga and returning to College to accompany Ming Hwee who was mugging at the library.

After sleeping, reading manga and mugging a bit of Physics, we went down and met Wenyuan (one of our IT Club alumni) who gave us some survival tips for NS.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Spook-e-mon

Oh... I took some photos during my mugging times at home... photos of... erm... my Pokemon figurines.

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Remember the picture of the cute Spheal I posted? I bought a figurine of it recently!

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My translucent Gengar figure... heh heh.

Got scolded by Mom for surfing the Net at College yesterday (instead of doing Chem MCQ practices) so I won't spend time here for long...

I'll just go to CS lab to use the computer to listen to songs... heh.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

2 years in 2 (plus) weeks: An A level special (Part 1)

The A levels.

Yeah.

We toiled and strived for, like, 2 years (3 years for some) just for this magical moment... the A levels!

Everything we studied for 2 years... they're going to be used for just this one thing that matters...

Yeah.

Felt like crying when I typed my last sentence... my Physics!!! Oh my Physics!!! I still lost to time!!!

*Pours dust on head*

Now for the whole of my A levels period...

DAY 1

Maths. Paper 1.

OK... that paper wasn't in the morning... so I had time to study a bit of Maths stuff (like past year papers) while my friends were having their Biology paper (heh).

I ended up sleeping for an hour. Never mind... sleeping then was better than feeling sleepy during the paper.

After the Bio paper, Edwin came to mug with me... lunch followed, and we went to the food centre (I was eating Yong Tau Foo for the umpteenth time). I decided to bring my Maths notes along to do some study.

So we ordered our meals and ate... I was enjoying my Yong Tau Foo soup as usual when I turned to look at my notes... I saw some bits of strange stuff that looked like bird droppings.

Ugh.

But then again, it didn't look like bird droppings after all... and there're no birds up there...

Hmm?

Anyway, I decided that it's some dirty stuff and I have to do something to... erm, protect myself from it.

First thing I went back to College? I sealed that mark made by that dirty stuff with my cellophane tape.

I'll never bring my notes out to lunch again!

But I digress.

Maths Paper 1 was OK for me... I did study! So, I did everything and, well, I sort of ran out of time (again?) and didn't finish my Vector (my favourite topic) question. I also didn't have time to touch the 3-D trigonometry question.

Oh and I got stupid and couldn't come up with the way to solve a relatively easy question.

30 marks slipped out between my fingers.

"You call that OK?!"

NEXT!

DAY 2

I thought I was going to miss Nasi Lemak.

But I knew I was going to miss some marks if I didn't do some last minute refreshments for Food Chem.

Yes... Chem Paper 3, the essay paper and (if that's not enough) the one with Options Topic in it.

Food Chem for me, then.

Food Chem was a whole lot of dry stuff that I had to memorise... except for the chemical structures fo sugars and the structures of proteins-

"Hey... you actually think that's "not dry"?"

Well, I like to try understanding the chemistry behind things, not just "things".

Anyway, so that day I just had some bread for breakfast... hotdog, as I remember.

The sacrifice of Nasi Lemak time wasn't enough for me to finish my Food Chem "refreshment"... but then again, that's life.

Never mind... I memorised them beforehand, of course... like Bortrytis Cinerea and Streptococcus Cremoris and other long names. They're some microbes.

We had a seating plan crisis on that day. People didn't remember their seat numbers correctly and the table they gave for the seating plan did not have numbers on it... we had to , like, manually count our seat number... and they said it's all our fault!

"Cool down... cool down."

Then they started writing numbers on the table only after the crisis went for, like, 10 minutes!

Phew.

The paper cheered me up. And that's saying much.

All in all, I was glad that I studied Inorganic Chem... the question was pure regurgitation.

Got OWNED by the deduction question, though. Deductive question with 2 NMR spectra inside. Out to kill me, wasn't it? But I think I could do it... it's just that I left it first to do my Food Chem questions... because time was running out.

In the end I only managed to stick my toe into that question by touching a bit on one of the NMR spectra.

One of the Food Chem questions was on Carbohydrates. I heaved a big sigh of relief because it was the topic which I spent a whole day trying to understand (remember what I said about sugar structures?).

Even the question on irradiation as a food processing method was essentially a data analysis question... and in the end they're just trying to ask you about rancidity of fatty acids and food poisoning. I didn't answer much about food poisoning though... I just said Clostridium Botulinum produces fatal toxins but Salmonella just causes non-fatal gastroentitris (the pro's term for stomach upset).

I got back my Maths paper (they put them out after the exams outside the library) because Joel found mine and gave it to me. Thanks Joel.

I was so relieved about the Chem paper that I actually didn't feel like doing anything on that day. I had the feeling that "everything" was over, you see...

Fat hope. I've got 2 major papers on the next day, including Maths Paper 2 and Computing Paper 1.

Studied Computing and I couldn't understand Quick Sort, but thank God, after coming out of the library (it's closed at 6 pm) with Ming Hwee, I saw Mr Chua (my Computing tutor) and clarified some doubts.

Broken Arrow

Oh.

So this is the Arrow game Wenrong wants me to continue.

I'm supposed to put down 5 special (read: wierd) attributes of myself and pass on the cue to 5 other people.

Here goes!

  • I'm so used to sleeping without a pillow that I can't sleep with one.
  • I'm still playing Pokemon.
  • I wash my socks in the shower. Oh, do continue to read my blog after this stunning disclosure!
  • I study in the coffee shop at the street opposite my College during my A levels period.
  • I can't think of 5 people to pass this game on to. Hence the title of this post.

Maybe... Kaicheng?

Erm... Esmond? Jianyuan?